Yikes

Making a website is hard!

One minute it’s all working fine and then suddenly bam! Nothing is!

Wasn’t it just yesterday that it was looking so good?

I’m feeling the learning curve. I heard a podcast that suggested I make it my mantra that everything I do is helping me move toward my ultimate goals. So I guess messing up my website is helping me learn some things that I’ll need to know in the future?

Struggle is part of it. (I’m telling myself this along with the suggested new mantra) It reminds me of a page in my book.

“Her muscles need this exercise to one day help her to fly.”

Future Andie is cheering me on. She knows this is an important moment. She wants me to remember to re regulate. To accept my ‘broken’ website and speak kindly to myself as I breathe on through this set back.

What am I learning about myself here? How am I feeling? Discouraged. How do I want to be feeling? Lighter, happier, less attached. What can I do to start moving toward light, happy and less attached?

Hmmm

I can walk away from the computer. Put away my phone. Take some deep breaths and go for a drive to the ocean. Feet in the wet sand. Waves that are big from the hurricane. A windy beach walk…