Little Things

What are you most excited about for the future?

Tomatoes. My boat in the water. Seeing my kids.

I’ve been living a very unpredictable life. I don’t know what my future is going to look like outside of this next few weeks. I’m actually getting used to not knowing. It’s an interesting exercise for sure.

The latest development is the passing of our patient. He died quite suddenly, though his health has been getting worse and worse, (we were getting used to him pulling through always). Another round of steroids and he’d be fine-ish for a little while.

But no.

The rest of us have been getting used to life without him. Sad

But relieved that he is no longer suffering.

It’s been a little surreal around here. A twist in the plot.

Life for me isn’t so much like starring in my own movie, as it is staring in someone else’s sitcom. I don’t know what to expect, I just show up and do what I’m doing, no telling if it’s right or not. Character development. I think maybe that’s what it’s about, maybe…who can say…

Meanwhile, I have a boat to name and launch (it’s a whole thing). And a garden to tend…