I wonder how this is going to work out (in my favor)?
Hmmm…I wonder… has become my latest response.
How will this new issue play out?
Because life hasn’t stopped tossing me challlenges. The other night, I had five separate concerns weighing heavily on my mind, making it of course impossible to sleep. My brain jumped around for hours as I tried to breathe and relax. I KNOW it doesn’t help me to ruminate. I KNOW to direct my thinking, I even know HOW to, but life man, it’s tricky.
I ended up watching comedy bits on my phone at 3am because that was the only way to distract myself and lighten my mood.
The next morning nothing had changed. I had those same complications and a full day. I did not feel like getting up. I managed to bribe myself out of bed with breakfast (which I rarely eat).
My thirty minute meditation yielded maybe two minutes of calm. Maybe.
In my hurry to my first appointment, I had somehow forgotten about the giant painting still not fitting in the back of the truck. Too big, heavy and awkward, I couldn’t remove it by myself, so there it still was, accompanying me on a slow journey across town. (no freeway today)
I probably forgot about the painting because of the first miracle. Which was tiny, but unexpected. The pending resolution of one of the five, the second biggest issue.
The next miracle had nothing to do with anything. Neither did the third.
Then, this unexpected thing happened.
I SOLD THE PAINTING!!
I was late for my lunch event, because of the painting and parking. I wasn’t hungry at all, thanks to breakfast, plus I’m pretty sure I arrived disheveled, my makeup a little cried off, (thank you, miracle number two), not to mention, no sleep.
Of course I was in an amazing frame of mind. I’d witnessed four miracles and it was barely noon.
I’m now wondering how it all happened. I was there, but I couldn’t tell you…
Peace Kit 